Finally the much awaited day has come and gone. and though it lasted for one day i learnt many things.
I met him after his work attachment thingy ard 7ish there.. things werent going so well. i suppose i was pms-ing bad. but i cant fully push the blame to that.. sighs. if only i cld go back to the time i met him.
he tried so much to cool me down and everything else. even made me sit down in Kopititam and came back with a bouquet of flowers saying it was specially wrapped. but i still wasnt happy. at some point of time, i didnt even know why i was angry in the first place. maybe becoz things dint happen as planned. but so what..as long im with him ..thats what matters most, right?
sadly, i took too late to realise that. i cldnt care abt the bouquet.. so many things happened. i realized that i had made the day bad for him. if only i had simmered down..everything wld be fine. if only..
But despite me behaving like a first-class bitch, this stupid crazy bf of mine, still declares that he loves me to bits. Now tell me, isnt he annoyingly sweet?
i dont know if u guys know of this saying, The good guys get the bitches and the bad guys get good girls. i definitely belong to the former.
im probably the worst gf he cld ever get. but he will never ever agree to that. sometimes i really wonder, 2 years down the road, what did he actually see in me? and why? why me of all people?
i always ask him that, and his reply..?
"Ur worth it baby."Now, no point crying over spilt milk, im gona be good and make it up to him in the best way. after all, he deserves it. Im gonna give him a surprise. and its all gonna be worth it.
why?because i love him so much. because his love never waivered. because no matter how much i scold him, ignore him, treat him like dirt, he still comes back to me and says im the best gf one cld ever get.
and i think he deserves the best.
Moving on, Panguni is coming up and as usual prayers here and there.
and now back to project time...
Labels: love
Monday, March 26, 2007 // 9:50 PM