It's finally happening tom. I can't conceal my excitement! Hopefully everything should go as planned. I need some hardcopy of it so that I know, it's all booked and there are no changes. heh.
Sometimes, you have certain expectations of how you want your significant other to be? What if they dont have a particular expectation that u had envisioned? Do u feel angry? Do u feel betrayed? Or do you feel ok about it?
I dont have an answer to that and I doubt I will have anytime soon. I guess its wrong to expect something out from someone you love.
Its amazing how much you can feel for someone simultaneously.
angrysadcrazyfrustratedangstyvulnerableannoyeddeadly or simply put
i-feel-like-murdering-you-with-my-bare-hands. Basically, its mostly negative but these are feelings you have never felt before. Gaya told me that, if you feel like that, its cause u feel a lot for this person. But I still dont get it. Maybe I will never.
I dont know if the tears are meant to stay but I hope that you are ..Labels: escapades, love
Thursday, June 14, 2007 // 9:39 AM