And I went to see a gynae today and took a pregnancy test.
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Ok. Fine, I am not pregnant la. But I did go to a women's clinic at Khatib today cause my monthly's been behaving like a retarded for the past few months. It seems I have problems ovulating and I have a Polycystic Ovary. Interesting name right. But so far, nothing alarming. Have to go down on my weight. Phew!
Tomorrow is my event and I have an overload of participants. Hopefully everything will turn out well *crosses fingers*
Was supposed to meet my baby on Saturday after Amore but he had work until 8pm. Decided to meet him on Sunday since parents and us were going for the classical dance show at the Esplanade. But fate had other plans. He got called up on Sunday morning, again! Sighs. But the dance show by The Kalashektra Academy was mind-blowing. I guess that would be an understatement. It was simply amazing. I wish I could watch it all over again.
26 March 2008
After 4 years of chatting, 1 year of countless smses and 2 weeks of conversation, you finally decided it was time to meet. The famous seat at ECP where you gave me the first kiss. Haha. I still can't figure why I didn't slap you then. It was soo movie-like. Seated at the bench, facing the beautiful scenery with live band beside us (thanks to jc students) and the wonderful full moon with a small star beside. Hahhaa. Do you remember when you told me that the full moon is you and the little star is me? Or was it vice versa? Hahaha.
Within 2 weeks into our relationship, you dedicated this wonderful song to me which was so apt to the both of us. The meaning and everything. And 3 years later, I am dedicating that song to you. :)
Thaka Thimi Thaa - Kaathalai Yaaradi
Kaadhalai Yaaradi Mudhalil Solvadhu Neeyaa Illai Naanaa
Kaadhalai Yaaradi Mudhalil Solvadhu Neeyaa Illai Naanaa
Kaadhalai Yaaradhu Mudhalil Solvadhu Neeyaa Illai Naanaa
Naan Sonnaal Nee Vekkathil Sivappaayaa Illai Adippaayaa
Nee Sonnaal Naan Vaanathil Parappaenaa Illai Midhappaenaa
Nee Illaiyael Naan Mannilae Iruppaenaa Tholaivaenaa
Marippaenaa ..
O.. Kaadhalai Yaaradi Mudhalil Solvadhu Neeyaa Illai Naanaa
Kaadhalai Yaaradhu Mudhalil Solvadhu Neeyaa Illai Naanaa
Aa.. Eppadi Naan Solvaen Ada Eppadi Naan Solvaen
En Kaadhalai Eppadi Naan Solvaen
Aval Kannai Paarthu Solvaenaa Illai Mannai Paarthu Solvaenaa
Avan Edhiril Nindru Solvaenaa
Illai Olindhu Kondu Solvaenaa
Naan Paechin Naduvae Solvaenaa
Illai Mounam Kaathu Solvaenaa
Naan Suthath Thamizhil Solvaenaa
Illai Aangilathil Solvaenaa
Adi Sollithaan Viduvaenaa Illai Sollaamal Thavippaenaa...
Aaa..Kaadhalai Yaaradhu Mudhalil Solvadhu Neeyaa Illai Naanaa Aaaa..
Neeyaa Sol Illai Naanaa...
Aaa..Ullathai Nee Thandhaai Un Ullathai Nee Thandhaai
En Idam Un Ullathai Nee Thandhaai
En Uyirai Poala Kaappaenaa
Illai Uyirai Koduthu Kaappaenaa
Un Ullam Endrae Ninaippaenaa
En Ulagam Endrae Ninaippaenaa
Adhai Kuzhandhai Poala Valarppaenaa
Naai Kutti Poala Valarppaenaa
En Karpai Poala Madhippaenaa
Illai Kadavul Poala Thudhippaenaa
Adhai Enakkullae Vaippaenaa Ennai Adharkkullae Vaippaenaa..
Aaaa..Kaadhalai Yaaradhu Mudhalil Solvadhu Neeyaa Illai Naanaa
Kaadhalai Yaaradi Mudhalil Solvadhu Neeyaa Illai Naanaa
Naan Sonnaal Nee Vekkathil Sivappaayaa Illai Adippaayaa
Nee Sonnaal Naan Vaanathil Parappaenaa Illai Midhappaenaa
Nee Illaiyael Naan Mannilae Iruppaenaa Tholaivaenaa Marippaenaa
Marippaenaa Iruppaenaa...
Illai Marippaenaa
Nee Illaiyael Naan Mannilae Iruppaenaa Tholaivaenaa Marippaenaa Marippaenaa..
You took me away with your patience, love and understanding. You had your flaws but you willingly changed yourself (for the better) just for me. You don't even have a pinch of ego in you and are always the first to say sorry and cool down in our arguments.
I will never get another you and don't wish to. I do say things when I am angry and can be a real bitch but god knows where you get the strength and patience to withstand me. Thank you for the love you have given me, for kisses you never fail to give and the I love you's you never fail to say even though I don't say it to you on a daily basis.
I want to grow old with you babyboy. And I hope fate doesn't plan on changing that. :)
Happy 3rd year anniversay precious. Love you so much.
Tuesday, March 25, 2008 // 8:44 AM
And that's a very ugly picture of my highlight taken by my bestie. Trust me. My hair colour looks much better in person. Not that it matters, oh well. :)
The pictures above was taken after work last Friday. Look at how dead tired we look. Hahah. This shows that we W.O.R.K!Bought the tickets for Singapore Indian Fine Arts show held in Esplanade on Sunday. It's some classical dance and I absolutely love to watch these type of classical performances. Sadly, no photography is allowed.
I have been dead busy at work for nearly 2 weeks and sometimes I forget to breathe. Overload of mails and pending work. Hahaha. Actually, I am quite liking this busy feeling. It feels like I am really working. Because, before this I used to be quite free. Hours would pass by with me surfing the internet. But with some new scheme that my boss has worked out, I am getting a lot of emails and calls. And, finally I have something fun to do. :)
Been having good food for the past week. Sakae Sushi, Fish n Co, Sakura, Swensens! Haiks!!
Sunday was quite bad for the boy and me. He had planned this surprise dinner thingy on Sunday which got cancelled twice before. Initially, I felt something was going to screw up this time round but I ignored it. I was supposed to meet him at 530pm at Woodlands station and I went to get ready about 4pm. Then nearing 5pm, he smsed me asking me to meet him at Boon Lay at 6.30pm. I was already quite pissed at him for certain things and we weren't having the best of times. Lets just say it was one of our off weeks.
So yeah, I was there at 640pm and I hate to wait there on Sundays especially because its a mini Little India. I looked at the time and it was 7pm and I was getting frustrated because I had already made it clear to him that I abhor waiting at Boon Lay. I decided to call my bestie up and had her divert my mind to something else but it wasn't working. I msged him and also no response and neither did he call.
Feeling damn pissed off, I made my way to JP to get dinner for my mom and head back home when I saw Mr. Romeo walking. He wasn't dressed up instead he was wearing a polo t-shirt and carrying a backpack. And instantly I knew, he got called up again. :(
We could only spend less than an hour which about 45mins was gone to me being all angry and he trying to explain himself as to why he didn't want to tell me. Oh well. Sometimes a bit of masala is good for the r/s. Hahhaa.
And guess what? The boy is still in reservist, finding that Mas Selamat. But I am glad that he's actually doing something about finding that guy. But I won't be too happy if it takes too long. Hmph.
Beauty Queens!
A very tired me.Took those pictures today. I know we just love the camera and love taking pictures more. Hahhaha. Durga and I went to meet my mom in Causeway Point to get some stuffs and also have dinner. We headed to Swensens. Durgz ordered Tom Yam Baked Rice, my mom ordered Thai Green Curry Baked Rice and I ordered Crayfish pasta. However, my pasta was way too oily to eat. Felt like I was eating one bottle of cooking oil. So I told the manager that it was too oily and she gave me another plate followed by Yam ice cream. Hehehe. So I am happy pregnant girl with 4 crayfish in my tummy. :P Too full to move that mom and I took a cab back. Lol. And of coz, that greedy pig also took cab!
Kate Voegele - It's Only Life
Tears are forming in your eyes
A storm is warning in the sky
The end of the world it seems
You bend down and you fall on your knees
Well get back on your feet yeah
Don't look away
Don't run away
Hey baby it's only life
Don't lose your faith
Don't run away
Baby its only life
You were always playing hard
Never could let down your guard
But you can't win
If you never give in
To that voice within
Saying pick up your chin
Baby let go of it
Don't look away
Don't run away
Hey baby it's only life
Don't lose your faith
Don't run away
Baby its only life
Don't run away
Hey baby it's only life
Don't lose your faith
Don't run away
Baby its only life
Take your hesitance
And your self-defense
Leave them behind, it's only life
Don't be so afraid
Of facing everyday
Just take your time, it's only life
I'll be your stepping-stone
Don't be so alone
Just hold on tight, it's only life
I miss you, so much than you will ever know :(
I miss you, so much than you will ever know :(
Wednesday, March 19, 2008 // 7:25 AM
It looks like some Clean and Clear Facial Wash ad. So fresh and filled with glow!And so, Baby and I headed to SIM Open House yesterday to check out certain stuffs before heading to Orchard to watch August Rush. I know. Told my baby about the movie when I got back home on Friday and he wanted to watch it.
Hahha. Walked around a bit and went to Sphageddies for dinner. It was our first-time there and the food was not bad. But after dinner, we were too full and had to roll our way out. Well, not literally. :)
A very happy boy
A very happy boy
A very happy girl
His Food
My food
Happily Whacking
Me (Ok, this pic was totally candid)
I realized that One Tree Hill has amazing soundtrack. In season 5, they introduced a new character Mia, but she's actually a singer called Kate Voegele. Her songs are fantabulous. Please do and buy her cd or download her songs. I would recommend songs like Wish You Were Here, Monday Rain, It's Only Life. Also, tamilians, especially girls who love sentimental songs, like Akkam Pakkam, Enadhuyire or Munbe Va, I recommend you to listen to Uyir Vazhvuthey from the movie Thoondil. It's beautiful. Do listen to it and let me know how is it.
Me to You :)
Uyir Vazhvuthey Ini Unnakagathaney
Un Kangalil Naan Enna Parkathaney...
En karuvil.. Kann Thiranthai..
En Uravai...Mozhi Peyarthai...
Enai Paenaaki Puthu Vazhkai Thanthai...
Sunday, March 09, 2008 // 6:19 AM
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Casts of One Tree Hill
Left to Right: Marvin (mouth), Antwon (skillz), Sophia (brooke), Chad (lucas), Hilarie (peyton)
James (nathan), Bethany (Haley)
" The rest of your life is a long time and whether you know it or not it's being shaped right now. You can choose to blame your circumstances on fate or bad luck or bad choices or you can fight back. Things aren't always going to be fair in the real world, that's just the way it is but for the most part you get what you give. Let me ask you all a question. What's worse not getting everything you wished for or getting it but finding out it's not enough? The rest of your life is being shaped right now with the dreams you chase, the choices you make and the person you decide to be. The rest of your life is a long time and the rest of your life starts right now. "
- Haley (One Tree Hill Season 5)
It has been a One Tree Hill marathon this week. Watched 6 episodes and it's never too much!! I absolutely love the cast especially Nathan and Haley cause at times it reminds me of Sanju and me. I think they both a bit similar. Not too sure, sometimes when I see Nathan I get reminded of Sanju. The basic things they do are quite similar. Hmmmm. Also, I think that Peyton's character is somewhat like my bestie. So similar in character and their likes and dislikes and the way they react to things. Hahaa.
Not been feeling well the past few days. Having terrible headache, big bloated tummy and feel nauseated. Argggh.
Sometimes it takes a small thing to happen for you to know where you stand amongst people. (:
I went to watch August Rush with my bestie yesterday and I must say that the little boy's acting is remarkably good. And the soundtrack for that movie is amazing. But somehow I think they should have elaborated certain parts and also not have a quick ending. I felt it was too abrupt. But other than that, the movie is beautiful. Makes you fall in love with music all over again. :)
After that got myself some much needed stuffs from BodyShop and I got for my bestie her belated Christmas/Vday gift. But guess what Ms Smarty Pants Shamini did? I chose the presents infront of her. Hahhaa. Power right. I am sure she will be posting up pictures we took yesterday and the pressie photos. Haven't got from her yet. I am glad she liked it.
Today is my baby's day and I hope I don't have to sacrifice him to the nation again.
One thing is clear, I wear a halo.
Labels: movie, one tree hill, shopping
Thursday, March 06, 2008 // 1:06 AM
It has been a good weekend for me. Definitely much better compared to the previous weekends where I had to sacrifice my baby to the army. It's such an irony that they didn't call him up when Mas Selamat escaped but they called him up when there was no problem! It's not that I am complaining just wondering.
There's a lot of loopholes for Mas Selamat's escape. I am not going to post my unanswered questions because I know I can't get the right answers now. I shall just let time answer. Meanwhile, let's just all pray that this mad man won't do anything stupid. Hopefully he falls into a longkang and stay there!
Rushed back home to get ready for my uncle's 16th day death prayers held at the Kallang Sivan Temple. His sudden death shocked us all! His eldest daughter just gave birth to a beautiful babygirl. This goes to show that never take anyone for granted. And never end a phonecall or meeting with a fight for you may never know, it might be the last time you're seeing that person.
Learnt that there was a Career and Education Fair at Suntec City. So Baby and I headed down there on Sunday. Signed up for a course and hopefully I get it. I am not going to say anything about it now. But I will let you guys know if my admission is being accepted. Hopefully it's a positive answer. *crosses fingers*
After going round and round at the Convention Centre, we headed to Vivocity to meet parents, Ashwin and his mom. Apparently my mom and ashwin's mom both got me a pair of earrings and I got a top from Chomel. And also, I got a bag from GUESS. It's damn useful and big! Which is just what I needed. And I also learnt that my baby had actually gotten for me a GUESS bag too. Haiks. Of coz the bag is sponsored by my father. If not I won't be getting one. Lol. Speaking of GUESS reminds me of one interesting conversation I had with my bestie years back.
****Flash Back**
Me: Hey I bought a watch today!
Bestie: Oh ok.. What brand?
Me: GUESS..
Bestie: I don't know that's why I asking you right! Idiot!
Me: The brand is GUESS la stupid!
Bestie: Oh.. *breaks into irritating laughter*
Me: ......
Things I have to go through with a retard. Wahahhaha!
After Vivo, Baby and I took a cab and headed for Mount Faber as he had made a dinner reservation at Marina Deck. After dinner, Baby and I went for a walk to see what's this Mount Faber Park is all about. Why is it one of the hot spots for couples? To my surprise, I didn't really feel comfortable with the place. The trees look unusually big especially their barks. And, when we sat on the garden bench in this shrine-looking 'hut', I felt that we were not alone there. And somewhat that place looks too eerie. Not forgetting the stupid bee which came straight for my face and got me running barefoot as I had taken out my shoes. We wanted to go sit in another place when I saw two bats circulating that area. And they were flying quite low. Bloody hell. And also, the fat lizards which god knows what the hell they are feeding on. So damn fat bums la. Happily position themselves above the spotlights and I was praying they won't fall as we had to sit right under them while waiting for the bus which had a 30min arrival time. We missed the 9.10pm bus and had to take the 9.40pm bus. That place is just too weird man. Anyway, I shall let the pictures speak for the evening. :)
But then again, what matters most was the company. And I loved it. Every single bit of it. :)
Thank you baby for everything. :) Mwah!
In the cab. On our way to Mt.Faber. And the Guess Bag. :)
The domestic bf.
Favourite No.1
Favourite No.2
Went to the temple today with the bestie. And the feeling was damn good. Temple was quite empty and I felt good after praying. Should keep this as a regular thingy.
This week don't really look too promising. I have to do stock taking for the publications as the new deputy director would like to see the records. I have been having frequent headaches these days. Not sure if my eyesight degree has increased. Need to go and have it checked.
I am too stuffed with chicken. And in need of hot water!
Hope you guys had a fantabulous weekend!
Cya!
Labels: books, death, friends, movie, mt faber, shopping
Monday, March 03, 2008 // 7:11 AM